Unfinished

It seems we grew closer n closer by the day. The ability 2 finish each other's sentences grew keener and keener. You used 2 always tease me and say I could have a whole conversation with u without u even speaking.
I remeber the day we practiced this.

Me: Punk
You: yessss
Me: I wanna go home
You: well go
Me: suck my ass
You: now guess wat I would say
Me: uuumm Suck ur dick
You: exactly
Me: eat my ass
Me: no thank u *your voice*

We laughed n did this countless times ova n ova. I never knew this was practice.

Practice for 2day. For the 1st day I can't have u answer a single question I ask. For the 1st day u can't amswer me back. For the 1st day I have 2 imagine ur voice saying things that I prob really dnt wanna hear.

U came n2 my life and simply took over me. My smiles got brighter. My laughs got longer. I'm happy 2 say we laughed everyday 2gether. Even when u made me cry...five minutes later u made me laugh.

I'm feeling like we was jus getn started. That things were finally goin the way we wanted it. We jus picked out shower curtains n towels. #JetLife til our nx Life

I really dnt kno wat I'm tryna say. We already said it all. I love u n u love me. Wat drake said right, We want this shit 4eva

Wat I really wanna say is u inspired me. U helped me start my business u encouraged me 2 go forward. U never held my hand but never held me back.  I remeber wat u told me Thursday...u gon always b here 4 me cuz I was always there for u.

I kno ur here. I kno ur never leave. I kno I'll neva let u go. U kno I'll neva let u go. I told countless times before. I WILL NEVER GIVE UP ON YOU!!!

I LOVE US

I would give anything 2 see jus how big we really could have been. Plz stay tuned Punk.

This story is UNFINISHED...

I Must Learn Self Control

I must learn self control. I must learn self control. I must learn self control.
I walked in to class. Her eyes where locked on me. My eyes where looking down. I could literally feel her glare as I went abt my daily routine. Coat off. Homework out. Bookbag on back of chair.
I continued to look down and pretended to be busy. As if making sure pencils were lined up straight was the most difficult chore. My fellow classmates chattered about, most paying me no mind.
They fluttered past me. One by one and put there homework in the box. Two by two and then in groups. Nows my chance. I went up with a large group in hurriedly threw my homework in a pile with the rest.
She immediately picked mine up. She thumbed through it and a slight smirk of satisfaction spread across her face.
"I hope u learned something from this", she said. I simply nodded. Head down. Hand slightly cramped. I walked back to my seat. But had I learned anything?
I had been order to write a punishment "I must learn self control" 100 times. As a second grade child this was a difficult task. No doubt I've learned the spelling of the words. And my formation of the letters I,m,u,s,t,l,e,a,r,n,f,c,o, and n had improved. But almost 2 decades later....
Not much has changed. I'm a grown woman. Who suffers from ranDUMB outbursts I MUST LEARN SELF CONTROL
I often act on impulse and think abt the consequences later I MUST LEARN SELF CONTROL
I say wat da fuk most r scared 2 say I MUST LEARN SELF CONTROL
I am a shop a holic I MUST LEARN SELF CONTROL
I have a shoe fetish I MUST LEARN SELF CONTROL
I have a terrible temper problem I MUST LEARN SELF CONTROL
I've spent years in anger management I MUST LEARN SELF CONTROL
Today I lost control .... I MUST LEARN SELF CONTROL
I hurt ppl I love..... I MUST LEARN SELF CONTROL
I MUST LEARN SELF CONTROL
I MUST LEARN SELF CONTROL
I MUST LEARN SELF CONTROL

I MUST. I MUST. I MUST.

Self-control: the ability to control one's emotions, behaviors, and desires....

xoxo- kisses from ur misses
YEAH
(that is)

DON'T COME FOR ME

DON'T COME FOR ME

I wonder y u watch me
is it bcuz u not me
tryna break up the monotony
of that thing u call ur life.
this shit is like monopoly
free parking community property
i rolled them dice so properly
u not gone catch or stop me
my advice i hope u take it
u not gone fukn make it

Cant edit my life so I dnt edit my blog. Typos, incorrect spelling, who cares.
DON'T COME FOR ME

Depth Perception Part 2

Didn't really go that deep in part 1
Wanna kno more? Keep reading.

They call me Gina. My momma gave me that name. Who, what, when, where, why and how? I really don't kno. I jus go wit it.

I'm the third oldest of ten children and I love my siblings with all my heart. Although they aggravate me, they really mean the world to me. Besides, WE ALL WE GOT.

My mother raised us as a single parent. I owe everything I am to her. Had I not seen her persevere through it all I might have given up a long time ago. My mother passed December 25, 2008. If you have a calender you may have realized thats Christmas Day. Yeah kinda sucks.

I'm a very busy girl. Barely have time to even breathe. But somehow I make time for my family and friends. So thankful for smartphones. They make the world go round.

I have produced 1 offspring and most likely that will be all. He's just enough and I kinda like wat we got goin. Don't kno if I can share my love but I NEVER say NEVER. Shit happens. But I'm wise. Kids cost. Condoms are cheaper and swallowing is free. (yeah i jus said dat)

Please stay tuned for more ranDUMB outbursts.... I say wat I feel

xoxo- kisses from your misses
YEAH
(that is) *wink*

Depth Perception

Realizing that this blog is titled *ahem* MY LIFE ACCORDING TO ME. We r now 2 posts in (for those of u keepn score) n I have actually told u very little abt me. All u kno is I've started a blog n there is a slight chance that I'm bipolar. Since the whole idea is 2 get 2 kno me better welp here goes....
I'm normal I suppose. Or jus not that weird. I kinda straddle the line. I think outside the box but can also manage 2 fit n the box, or circle, or wateva ppl wanna b in these days. I'm simply me...
A bit vague I kno but I'm jus warming up 2 this. Am I really 2 describe myself or jus sum up my titles?
I'm a mother, a daughter, a sister, a friend, and 2 some an enemy. Oh n I'm also a blogger lol.

xoxo- kisses from ur misses
YEAH
(that is) *wink*

Crazy? Maybe

I'm starting to think I'm crazy. Like Maybe.

But seriously I think I'm goin bonkers. I'll b perfectly fine 1 minute n then som1 does somthn completely stupid and it enrages me.... then I'm back to normal. And no I'm not bipolar. I googled the symptoms.

Anxiously awaiting the end of my day cuz I jus cant take today anymore. Will try again 2moro.

xoxo- kisses from ur misses
YEAH
(that is) *wink*

UMmmmm Day1

Tried blogging b4 but then i kinda 4got abt it. I'm gonna get started again. Y not I'm interesting enough. or atleast I think.
If ur reading this THANK YOU. twas not done in vain but 4 u and I to read and laugh or wateva #nshit like dat
at work simply bored but working none the less. I swear I'm more interesting on twitter and facebook but I'll get the hang of it.

Until nx time

xoxo- Kisses From ur MRS.
YEAH
(that is) *wink*